read this when your sad

 let it out. go ahead. you don't deserve what's happening to you, but that doesn't mean you should stop being nice. you can find joy in spreading it to others, and while some may find it fun to bring you down, it's slowly destroying their soul. talk ti god. only he knows what your going through, no one else can really help you except for him. take a shower. listen to happy music, not sad music. jam out. read a book, take a break from your phone. write a to-do list. doodle write in your bullet journal. cry into someone's arms. in a year, it won't matter as long as you have alot of people in your life who love you <3