sometimes i just feel like no one actually likes me.
like no one asks to take pics with me, i have to ask.
i feel awkward in convos, because i have to join them because no one comes up to me. i feel like no one actually likes me or likes being friends with me. and that everyone just fake it.
I'm just the fat girl that everyone is nice to because they feel bad that she's so fucking ugly.
I'm sorry i'm sad sometimes and don't know why.
I'm sorry I push people away. I'm sorry I'm scared and confused.
I'm sorry i let you get hurt.
I'm sorry it's hard some time to get motivated.
I am sorry I make you yell and get angry.
I'm sorry it's hard to smile. I'm sorry you don't laugh the same.
I'm sorry I make you long for things you can't have. sorry I can't help you...
I'm sorry I'm me.
